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Monologue

I’ll always remember that day. Standing in the empty auditorium, looking up at Chris, alone on stage.  He was beautiful, sound corny huh?  He was though.  Then the music began pouring out of the speakers and Chris danced. It wasn’t really ballet or anything. Just a combination of beautiful movements that celebrated the song and glorified the dancer.  
When he finished, I was crying.  
 I walked slowly towards the stage. Chris looked out, he wasn’t startled even though I’m sure he hadn’t seen me till then.  I wanted to thank him, apologise, say something, say anything, but the words wouldn’t come.  

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randomfalling though this darkness  losing the way  feeling hopeless  come what may   
writhing, ranting  playing panting   
 
shadows lie on the walls  angels dying on the street,  light fades and hides,  devils play, screw and beat   
the darkness rules,  the feelings gone,  soul in pain  the evil won random
in Fixed on 10/16/05
Breakdownneed to get away  away from this pain  pain...drags on  drags on...gets low  low to the ground  ground...pounding, beating  beating like a drum  a drum along the road  along the road of the black  the black of the shame...  the shame of the night  night time rules  rules the day  day moves by  
by the light  light the way  the way of the hope  the hope is all gone  gone to the night. Breakdown
in Fixed on 10/16/05
YAWNWhy do I hurt?  Inside my heart  Inside my soul  The loneliness  The crying  The sadness  The dieing   
 
Will it change?  Inside my heart  Inside my soul  To happiness  To love  To contentedness  To flying YAWN
in Fixed on 8/28/05
ExpectationsSo…this is how it will be?  Yes, and you will work with it.   
I still fail to see,  Why one does what is expected,  Not what one wants to do.   
the rage,  the pain  the cage  the rain   
why cant we fly?  why cant we run ?  why cant we try?  why cant we be in the sun....? Expectations
in Fixed on 8/28/05
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The Strawberry
by *DuvallGear
Too Young to Know.She doesn't know much.  She is only sixteen.  
But no one knows much,  
of the monsters she's seen,  Or the battles she's fought,  
some lost and some won.  
She's made love to moonlight.  
She's cradled the sun.  
She's tasted the salt,  
of the world's constant tears.  
She has her own joys.  
She has has her own fears.  
She knows you are filthy.  She knows you are clean.  
But she doesn't know much.  
She is only sixteen. Too Young to Know.
by ~sweet-Diablo
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Journal Entry: Sat Apr 29, 2006, 4:42 AM
Hi all,
:sadangel:
PLease feel free to have a good look thorugh my Scraps section, i've added a few pictures i really love in there, i took most of them quite a while ago, but had never thought to share them, let me know what you think!
Hugs, Ainslie.

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  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Australia
  • Interests: Travel, Reading, Chatting
  • Favourite movie: Donnie Darko
  • Favourite band or musician: The Offspring
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock.
  • Favourite artist: Gyllene Tider, Cold Chisel, Blood Poets, Bangles, Blondie,
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tim Winton, Markus Zusak, Maureen McCarthy,
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract
  • MP3 player of choice: Sony Md Mini-Disc
  • Shell of choice: Cockle Shell :)
  • Wallpaper of choice: Bright Coloured
  • Skin of choice: Dark_Face
  • Favourite game: Diamond Mine, Rocket Mania,
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kalle Anka/Donald Duck
  • Personal Quote: Lifes a Bitch then you get hit by a BIG RED BUS
  • Tools of the Trade: Keyboard

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*ernieleo:iconernieleo: May 25, 2006, 5:28:03 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: My New Orchid.......very much appreciated =)

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"Only when the last tree has withered, and the last fish caught, and the last river been poisoned, will we realize we cannot eat money."........cheers :beer:
~RaininYou:iconRaininYou: May 5, 2006, 10:52:01 AM
Thank you for the Fav.

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Sleepless Nights...

Waiting for the day I am given mine, waiting for what i deserve, I have done nothing but take when will it be taken back. When is it my turn to give, to cry, to feel pain, to hurt not from my own actions but those of others. I am wa
~aeonmistress:iconaeonmistress: May 3, 2006, 5:30:45 AM
Thank you for the fav!

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Spread teH luff!
~christfirst:iconchristfirst: May 3, 2006, 4:30:41 AM
Thanks a million for the fav!:hug:

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:bounce:Come take my super fun cool new quizzy!!!:excited:
*1bgpayne:icon1bgpayne: Apr 29, 2006, 10:38:28 AM
:wave: Hi! Thanks for making "A Look Inside" one of your favourites :)
Welcome to dA!

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:hug: Andrea

Member =flower-club
Go get:pointr:*Ex-po-zure:pointl: You'll love it!

Of all the things I've ever lost...I miss my mind the most! :O_o:
~pacifier16:iconpacifier16: Sep 28, 2005, 6:15:43 AM
hey ainslie u smel=P
~pacifier16:iconpacifier16: Sep 28, 2005, 5:50:05 AM
Hey its phil in new world which no one has ever seen him
~maneatingchook:iconmaneatingchook: Apr 28, 2005, 4:35:29 AM
Thanks Jimmy, hope you like the poem, i think it'll have a follow up.:fork:
sorry about the pic, i need to work out how to down-size a little.
:jarklarge:

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ainslie.

Hejhej, jag klara utan någ, jag sitta på en sten vid en sjö i en skog...
~Jimaco:iconJimaco: Apr 28, 2005, 4:02:27 AM
hello there random person.......welcome to da..........

=Dhope ur stay is enjoyable......tho ull hav to put something on ur gallery....=P

mind if i watch u???????

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CRIVENS!!!
~Jimaco:iconJimaco: Apr 28, 2005, 4:00:41 AM
hello there random person.......welcome to da..........

=Dhope ur stay is enjoyable......tho ull hav to put something on ur gallery....=P

mind if i watch u???????

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CRIVENS!!!
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